Fuck Up

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“You’re a fuck up, you’re a fuck up, you’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckup.”

Ok.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“You’re a fuck up, you’re a fuck up, you’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckup.”

Ok.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“You’re a fuck up, you’re a fuck up, you’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckup.”

Ok.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“You’re a fuck up, you’re a fuck up, you’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckupyou’reafuckup.”

Yeah…Ok…I know…

The tape is switched to a new loop.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“Everything you touch you break.”

I know.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“Everything you touch you break.”

I know.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“Everything you touch you break.”

I know……Everything good that comes into my life I manage to breakshatterturntodustscatterthosewhodon’tknowmeverywellbutwillusemefortheirown

reasonsandwhenIletmyemotiontakecontroltheydon’tspeaktheyscatter

tothewindandnomatterhowItrytoatoneitwon’tmatterbecauseI’mnot

allowed

noraffordedthesecondchancestheywere

probablygivenmultipletimesbecause…because…

Because…

The tape is switched to a new loop.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“How can you be so stupid?”

I dunno.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“How can you be so stupid?”

Silence.

The Play button is pressed. The loop begins again.

“How can you be so stupid?”

 

The only sound is the heavy tread of my boots and the pounding in my head as the migraines I’ve fought for days come marching in two by two Hurrah, Hurrah… And the tapes lay behind me, busted and broken with the ribbons strewn about like a cyclone hit the tinsel aisle in The Christmas Shop.

But I know there are still multiple copies out there…

 

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